Fifth .01
Heh 2 posts today.
Last christmas I gave you my heart
but the very next day, you gave it away
This year to save my from tears
I'll give it to someone special...
X'mas is cOming~ dunnoe... i tHink from sec 4 onwards... christmas always induce a special feeling in me... aCtualli i tHink it does for mani other pple as well~ hEh, cos that yr i had a sErious crush on this girl lar`... hmmz... it actualli got quitE bad, and it got me quite upset... Somemore that tIme everyone on ICQ was using the Last christmas song as their nick... and although my feeling for the girl was somewhere in Nov, i convinced myself that i could use the song for myself~ stupid hoR...
Once beaten and twice shy
I keep my distance but you still catch my eye
Tell me baby, do you recognise me
Well it's been a year it doesn't surprise me...
hmmz... i dunno why it got so bad that time... i think it was because i just broke with Crystal, and alot of things happened which made me lose my self confidence... tHen... i tHink i sorta pestered the girl, and she was avoiding me... aiyah... anyway that period of tIme was super upset.... though now when i think back is reallie stupid... but i think i reallie changed alot after the incident... i lost my self confidence and became less crappy... ok... maybe tt's a good thing... i dunnOe? since frens now already find me crappy, i can't imagine if they had knew me in my sec school...
A crowded room frens with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you and your soul of ice
My god i thought you were someone to rely on
Me? I guess I was a shoulder to cry on...
Now when i hear this song, it brings back all those feelings... and also the first 3 months of my jc... sighx... somehow reallie miss those days... when life was so much simpler... Remmbr every night when feeling upset will be plAying this song on my com... and another 2 songs... Purest of pAin and renE's hou lai... tHese 3 songs reallie help me past thru the darkest period of my life. haha... ok... tt's a bit exaggerated (like this spell aR?)...
The face of a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover but you tore me apart
Last christmas, I wrapped it up and sent it
with a note saying I love you I meant it
Now i know what a fool I've been
but if u kiss me now I know you'ld fool me again...
miss carolling... miss choir... remmbr carolling in bugis with nj... haha can't remmbr where i went with cat high choir... or did we go? hmmz... oh~ outside some hotel in orchard...
