Eleventh ( 11th ) -- tHis entry is nonsense
Actualli i dun have ath to blog abt... but once again, feeling very sian. haha` I think my rubber band has stretched till it's max and now i need to recoil abit... maybe cos i feel like i've been giving out alot for the past few days, and i need to relax and not try to be nice... I feel like I need to talk to someone but there isn't reallie ath to talk abt. haha` funny right. I mean... just to feel like i'm not all alone... but then again, i dun wanna bore my frens to death or subconsciously make them feel upset because of me -- induced upsetness. yupyup, so tt's why i'm here~
I think today I feel damn sian because I felt quite errm... extra, like i shouldn't be there like tt. I mean if u rather spend time with somebody else, then why did u ask me in the first place? then when 3 of us tog, i get the feeling that u rather talk to him... and i just feel left out, extra~ i dunno? just dun feel good lar~ then still gotta try to act frenly, if not the atmosphere will be super awkward... wah kao... bleah...
I think it was because of this tt's why i feel super sian today... then sort of lazy to go far for dinner... feel so sorry towards pm... sighz`
1/18/2006 12:17:00 AM
catch a little raindrop...
