Third
Growing up is a scary process... the older i grow, the more i lose... frens... family... feelings... memories... even myself... tIme has cruelly washed all these away... since young, pple ard me were like can't wait to grow up. but i hated growing up... growing up means losing so many things... sometimes i feel that if pple ard me is going to leave me sooner or later, what's the point of giving so much in the r/s... onli to feel so much more hurt when they leave...
If onli the present mattered... why do pple work so hard to have a better future which shouldn't realli matter? If onli everyday could pass as today... if onli pple could be together 4eva... sIghx` but then again... forever is a very long tIme... ...
why do feelings fade?... tIme? does it also cause us to forget? i dunno`...
生命就像是在坐热气球，
而理想就是沙包
气球飞得越高，
丢掉的沙包也越多
最后只留下来的是一个我不认识的我...
12/15/2005 03:43:00 AM
catch a little raindrop...
