Damn Sian
Reallie damn sian... suddenly like dunno what i wanna do at all... like there's nothing i feel like doing... spastic... dun even wanna sleep now lar... though i got training tmr morn... i also dun wanna blog... ArGh! irritating... the human mind and heart is so hard to control...
Lust and love... is it reallie totally different? or are they just different sides of the coin?
Do guys think about sex all the tIme? i remmbr readin somewhere that an ave guy thinks about sex 16h a day, cos he's sleeping in the other 8... well... haha... why did God program guys to be like tt... and not girls... blEahx...
I used to think i know what's love... then i realised i din... then i thought i did... but now i don't... haha confusEd? i am~ reallie leh... did the person who came up with the word 'love' realli know what he's (it should be a guy) thinking abt? or did he actualli came up with 'love' in the sense of 'making love'... haha like any typical man, but women distorted the meaning to mean sometHing which reallie doesn't have any meaning or reason...
sucks... feeling with the heart and thinking with the mind is so... errmm... errmm... seems so simple... but what if the mind cannot agree with the heart? i used to say follow ur heart... but tt's like so impractical now... there are so many considerations and responsibilities... stupid...
sIanzZz... go n try to ZzzZzz... aching back...
12/16/2005 03:17:00 AM
catch a little raindrop...
